let's see.

you used to be the only person who could break me;
now what's tearing us apart is making me ...
overcoming a weakness made me strong,
it was just prolonged too long.

I guess apart of me just wanted to hold on,

but clearly your actions showed you were so far gone .
and it's more than okay such a lesson learned ,
I always wana make a left when right, is the right turn.
both giving it all we had... never wanting it to end bad ,
is it right to hold on because of "love" or do you let go because you love.
I just believe in letting go and if it comes back that's how you know.
cause if we were meant to be we would be, putting no pressure on us lets just see .

amber rose & HER SHOES!

I NEEEEDDDDD THEMMMM BOTH!!
Although i think Amber Rose is nothing but a bald thick ass model.
She has a good sense of style when it comes too shoes.
Sometimes I'm like bitch what the fuck are you wearing?
Then i look down at her shoes and I'm like alright you got away with it.
Don't get me wrong she is veryy beautiful, bad bitch might i add.
I would expect a bitch like this to be out with Kayne's ignorant ass lmao.

The black shoe; Louis Vuitton Spicy Sandal in Patent Calf leather
The Brown shoe; Bottega Veneta Tea Storm Cuir

Me;

sorry iits just that nothin fazes me .
all the talk & emotion just doesn't get too me .
let me take back that sorry cause like someone once told me .
never apologize for being honest i just can't hold it in me .
I walk with a high head you'll never catch it down ,
I laugh like dumb bitch why you wearing a frown?
it's amazing how people can be broken so easily,
I guess when your In love it's the only thing you can see .
that's why I'm on that fuck love type status , it's just not my get down....
I'm in it for me, cause I can never let myself down.
to be honest when I had a heart for the one I truly love
he took it and taught me how to not give a fuck.
I think that's why are relationship is so thick,
cause no matter what he does I still own that dick.
bitches might get samples or had him once upon a time
but the truth or the reality is he's mine.
that's why I do me and not trip off much,

cause I'm only 17 and this world is too ruff .

your weak affair.

it's too eazyy to rock your world,

please believe it.
pressuring the decision like take it or leave it .
but I don't want you like that,
so let me step back
and make it a lil mystery, challenge & chase,
maybe give you a lil ass but just enough for a taste .
knowing you got another & as do I
but it's summer so I'm just letting the time flyy byy.
keepin us as the unknown but we only know ,
the things we do when we get all alone.
I'm cool with the secret, keeps me on my toes
but baby I think your girl already knows .

havent blogged in forever.

not that i need to update or anything cause my life is my business
im just thinking at all the things people stress out about and how ridiculous it is.
like life is too short to be worrying about things that arent going to make or break you
i have truly realised that in the past week and i think im becoming a preacher when it comes to that
its a shame might i say when people get all worked up over things that are so simply nothing at all.
although we our in the hardest times of life i am forced to look past that. it's the only way i see out.


i have truly realised recently what true friends are, and that i have none.
dont take offence to me saying this but truly i dont believe i have friends.
i have family.
i have me.
anyone other is a mere associate that comes in my life just as simply as they drop out .

& for the females; chill out with the dudes you fuck w/ trust me i do not want them more as they want me. i have a headache enough with the one i have. & dont need no other. thank you.