Friday, December 26, 2008
the simple[k] thought.
contemplating lettin you back in or what not.
its like... put up w/ your bullshit or leave it.
im still wondering if its worth it.
or if it would ever change.
its like... put up w/ your bullshit or leave it.
im still wondering if its worth it.
or if it would ever change.
Monday, December 22, 2008
ugggh.
i feel so dumb,
bacc at faze one.
bacc to where i started.
guess i have to get up and brush myself off.
bacc at faze one.
bacc to where i started.
guess i have to get up and brush myself off.
obessed _Heartbreak mixtape.
1. Heartbreak Drake Intro
2. Say Whats Real Prod by Kanye West
3. A Little Bit feat Lykke Li
4. Cant Stop Missing U feat Trey Songz
5. Ransom feat Lil Wayne
6. Man of the Year feat Lil Wayne
7. Pop Rose' feat Trey Songz
8. Sooner Than Later
9. Money 2 Blow
10. Replacement Girl feat Trey Songz
11. Brand New
12. Come Real feat Kyoko
13. Take Your Girl feat Lil Wayne
14. Closer 2 My Dreams feat Adreena Mills
15. The City is Mine Remix
16. Forever feat Lil Wayne & Nut da Kid
17. I'm Still Fly
18. Swagga Like Us
19. This Bitch is Crazy
20. Stunt Hard feat Lil Wayne & Nut da Kid
21. Goin in 4 Life
22. Teach U A Lesson feat Robin Thicke
23. Connonball feat Colin Munroe
24. Brand New Remix feat Lil Wayne (Outro)
Thursday, December 11, 2008
my thoughts on the situation
on the real i never saw i future in us
i dont even know what drew me too you.
its funny cause i know yu weere playing games
but i still stuck around hopin you would change
hopin that you would get over that girl and see me
I just told myself if I could just show him
Show him what was right there, accepting imperfections and all.
But what I was failing to realize is that it's
Not me, it's you. And I've thought about this for days
And I still can't think of one legit reason it could be me.
And that's what makes me coo off it.
Hahah don't you have a girl?
- why you tryn to be my man.
Can't believe it.
i dont even know what drew me too you.
its funny cause i know yu weere playing games
but i still stuck around hopin you would change
hopin that you would get over that girl and see me
I just told myself if I could just show him
Show him what was right there, accepting imperfections and all.
But what I was failing to realize is that it's
Not me, it's you. And I've thought about this for days
And I still can't think of one legit reason it could be me.
And that's what makes me coo off it.
Hahah don't you have a girl?
- why you tryn to be my man.
Can't believe it.
boredum class thoughts.
damn man life's a trip.
Me & My old bestfriend used to be doing the most. Stayd with our phones being taken away and on punishment every weekend. Stayn out all night, willin to sleep at anyones house instead of going home.. We hated it there... Damn man we stayd with an attitude and smart mouths getting kicced outta class and suspended every other month and I hated when they kicced you outta school my momma was happy tho cause that's what made us grow apart, lookin at all the hoes at school like " how this bitch gonna have a baby" now triston andrew dean is due decemember 15. Damn!
And jas basically my blood sister she about to be 18. OMg remembbrr our lbc/la misssions we were so young then... We or maybe just me used to switch niggas every season, but always afriad to give it up, shit no wonder look what happen now. But we stay livin with no regrets right ?!? Yeaa and I used to basically live at your house... If it wasn't for me getting sent away ii would probably have my own room there by now... We couldn't wait to grow up, and do our own thing now we doin it... Last year of school and everything.
Me & My old bestfriend used to be doing the most. Stayd with our phones being taken away and on punishment every weekend. Stayn out all night, willin to sleep at anyones house instead of going home.. We hated it there... Damn man we stayd with an attitude and smart mouths getting kicced outta class and suspended every other month and I hated when they kicced you outta school my momma was happy tho cause that's what made us grow apart, lookin at all the hoes at school like " how this bitch gonna have a baby" now triston andrew dean is due decemember 15. Damn!
And jas basically my blood sister she about to be 18. OMg remembbrr our lbc/la misssions we were so young then... We or maybe just me used to switch niggas every season, but always afriad to give it up, shit no wonder look what happen now. But we stay livin with no regrets right ?!? Yeaa and I used to basically live at your house... If it wasn't for me getting sent away ii would probably have my own room there by now... We couldn't wait to grow up, and do our own thing now we doin it... Last year of school and everything.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
challenges
every night i lay in bed for hours and can't sleep
my mind wanders all over the place.
it won't let me sleep if i begged it for mercy.
sometimes random tears come down thinking of you.
i can't help it. i can't help the way i feel.
i can't help not being able to get you off my mind.
i can't go out and do anything, causes it makes
me want too do it with you, sharing the momment.
i pray for the day you come back to me,
even tho it may never come.
this is so hard for me.
and it usually never is.
but this "something" i dont know what to call it
IS hard.
my mind wanders all over the place.
it won't let me sleep if i begged it for mercy.
sometimes random tears come down thinking of you.
i can't help it. i can't help the way i feel.
i can't help not being able to get you off my mind.
i can't go out and do anything, causes it makes
me want too do it with you, sharing the momment.
i pray for the day you come back to me,
even tho it may never come.
this is so hard for me.
and it usually never is.
but this "something" i dont know what to call it
IS hard.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
UgHh
How do people expect you to change when everything around you keeps getting destroyed!
if i'm gonna change it's gonna be for me & it's gonna be into something i wanna be.
if i'm gonna change it's gonna be for me & it's gonna be into something i wanna be.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
over it but not really.
just a song that describes exactly how i feel.
Do you realize...
I can't sleep without you, think without you
Eat without you, speak without you, be without you
I can't even breathe without you...
I can't do without you, deal without you, spend without you
My whole world is upside down...
Don't wanna go out cuz I can't ride without you
Feelin like I'm gon' die without you
What is a girl supposed to do?
Do you realize...
I can't sleep without you, think without you
Eat without you, speak without you, be without you
I can't even breathe without you...
I can't do without you, deal without you, spend without you
My whole world is upside down...
Don't wanna go out cuz I can't ride without you
Feelin like I'm gon' die without you
What is a girl supposed to do?
Monday, July 14, 2008
buggin
now that i think about it
i love the way andrake shorty says my name
and calls me baby when im mad and sad.
he's definitely a dude that knows how too game some1
im not gonna lie.
i love the way andrake shorty says my name
and calls me baby when im mad and sad.
he's definitely a dude that knows how too game some1
im not gonna lie.
bullll shit.
man i can't believe the shit ive been going thru lately.
its like unbelieveable lmao i just said i couldnt believe it.
anyway man people these days the most shadiest i've ever seen.
its like a reality check too me, and while im still young i can learn the game early
so in the future ill be a pro ya know?!
but hmmmmm what is the definition of dirt?!
can you say donovan ? lmao yeah i shouldn't mention names on here
but fuck it my nigga you dirt in my eyes.
for ever droppin a girl like me over bullshit && yes it wass bulllshit mannn
i was suppose too be wifey, you said. . . forever we would be together.
you loved me... you don't do dirt too people you love! i fucked up and i admitted it
but then you wana turn around and do something more fucked up then i did
man that shows your maturity level. just like sade would say love is strong than pride
so your love was fake as fuck and if you feel different
prove it in your action you loc
and thinking you can replace mee and putting the other female over me after i was trying too work shit out with you and you supposively loved me?!?!?!?!??
lmfaoo alrighty cuz
its cool tho, cause if we were ment too be together i guess we would.
and im not gonna lie or front and say im nott hurt and mad cause i am
but shit niggas will pass and go so ill build my ass a bridge and gget ova itt!!
but maybe in the future right?! lol yeah may bee.
i can't belive you even have me sittin here sad and shit crying and everything hmmmm.
Gone from the broke shit & the bullshitt!
its like unbelieveable lmao i just said i couldnt believe it.
anyway man people these days the most shadiest i've ever seen.
its like a reality check too me, and while im still young i can learn the game early
so in the future ill be a pro ya know?!
but hmmmmm what is the definition of dirt?!
can you say donovan ? lmao yeah i shouldn't mention names on here
but fuck it my nigga you dirt in my eyes.
for ever droppin a girl like me over bullshit && yes it wass bulllshit mannn
i was suppose too be wifey, you said. . . forever we would be together.
you loved me... you don't do dirt too people you love! i fucked up and i admitted it
but then you wana turn around and do something more fucked up then i did
man that shows your maturity level. just like sade would say love is strong than pride
so your love was fake as fuck and if you feel different
prove it in your action you loc
and thinking you can replace mee and putting the other female over me after i was trying too work shit out with you and you supposively loved me?!?!?!?!??
lmfaoo alrighty cuz
its cool tho, cause if we were ment too be together i guess we would.
and im not gonna lie or front and say im nott hurt and mad cause i am
but shit niggas will pass and go so ill build my ass a bridge and gget ova itt!!
but maybe in the future right?! lol yeah may bee.
i can't belive you even have me sittin here sad and shit crying and everything hmmmm.
Gone from the broke shit & the bullshitt!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
heart break
i guess i deserved it . . . as sad as it is.
i never thought i would even feel the way i did with you
you changed something in me im not gonna lie
and losing you is hurting me more than you know.
all i can do is just hope that everything works out between us in the future
and oone day we can be back together. . . cause you'll forever
have my heart. . . i know it sound super corny but its so true
i love you.
i never thought i would even feel the way i did with you
you changed something in me im not gonna lie
and losing you is hurting me more than you know.
all i can do is just hope that everything works out between us in the future
and oone day we can be back together. . . cause you'll forever
have my heart. . . i know it sound super corny but its so true
i love you.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
some thoughts on a warm night
i wonder why people put so much hate into things or other people.
why waste so much energy, it's almost an oxymoron
or maybe even a contradiction. if you dislike something or someone
just let it be, let them be. i can't stand such ignorance.
but i just let people live their lives as they know best.
watching a baby grow is a blessing.
not that i want any of my own chiildern but
watching my little brother sprout is something
i would never trade for anything.
it's such a gift.
i love that little monster = )
my mind constantly scatters.
why waste so much energy, it's almost an oxymoron
or maybe even a contradiction. if you dislike something or someone
just let it be, let them be. i can't stand such ignorance.
but i just let people live their lives as they know best.
watching a baby grow is a blessing.
not that i want any of my own chiildern but
watching my little brother sprout is something
i would never trade for anything.
it's such a gift.
i love that little monster = )
my mind constantly scatters.
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