What to write I've been thinking, what to say I've been wondering.
sometimes I have no words to express my true feelings.
Cause it's happy to sad with no warning, Good to bad without saying anything.
I've been told life is ups & downs, smiles don't come without frowns..
but where does my balance belong?
Going back to correct all my wrongs, but with a new year all the past is gone?
In my reality I would wish to believe, that with a new date I could no longer receive
the painful memories I wish no longer to conceive,
because during calm moments I always think back to once upon that time...
when my days would be filled with confusion no words as though I was a mime.
Now as it's good, I'm searching for the bad...
Can't seem to stay content, always thinking back to what i had.
So where does my balance belong?
When am I going to be able to let go of my prolonged past that I keep holding on.