omg flashbackk to my days the 90s babyy

This is the sexist man back in the 90s.
omg i melt watching his music videos.

for mar mar

no one word description ; .
knocked down, by stress after stress.
broken, so im like fuck the rest.
a blessing on the way & right now it's my only blessing
boy i know this is going to be such a lesson.
without you , is something new.
& without you i will make it thru.
mommy's little princess grown up now
girl to a woman & now i wonder how
everything happen so fast
and how did we not last?
and if im making you wonder
& now you wana ask
then im doing my job ,
making you want to know more
thats my onlyy task.
so sitting back watching you hoes try
but im not replaceable no lie.

Believe

I've always been a deep believer in reality. Something that is too good to be true, usually isn't. but there's a little thing called faith that everyone holds on too. and they believe with faith anything can happen. If you feel in your gut its not going to work , or change is not going to happen within someone else... I would believe in that. I wouldn't keep faith in something that is completely out of your hands. Things to keep faith in... is yourself for one, and keep faith in your success, don't ever believe or let anyone tell you , it's not possible or you can't do it. Impossible is Nothing. Just a little bit of Saturday morning thoughts... have a good day!

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so as the blank box sits before me, i can't write.
i'm good at this i swear, just not today?
not yesterday either, nor the day before.
i feel stuck, i can think all day but when it's time write...
my hand won't move, my finger won't type.
it was so easy back then, but now? is something wrong?

no broken heart.

I remember when you filled my heart with joy
was I blind to the truth just there to fill the space
'cause now you have no interest in anything that I have to say.
And I've allowed you to make me feel, I feel so dumb.
What kind of fool am I? You so easily set me, aside.


I want to kiss you. Does she want you with the pain that I do?
Smell you in my dreams. But now when we're face to face,
you won't look me in the eye.
No time, no friendship, no love.
You say don't touch you, I can't touch you no more.
Can't touch you, anymore. Anymore...


You made a fool of me,
tell me why? tell me why..
you say that you dont care
but we made love, tell me why..

lil bit of something great, true, real.

It ain't dramatized, and it ain't a fuckin act
when you're traumatized, and it ain't no turnin back
When you're so connected, and it's hard to keep your focus
When you're so affected, and it's hard to love again
When you're so neglected - suck it up, I'm 'posed to
That ain't easy for somebody you're close to.