every night i lay in bed for hours and can't sleep
my mind wanders all over the place.
it won't let me sleep if i begged it for mercy.
sometimes random tears come down thinking of you.
i can't help it. i can't help the way i feel.
i can't help not being able to get you off my mind.
i can't go out and do anything, causes it makes
me want too do it with you, sharing the momment.
i pray for the day you come back to me,
even tho it may never come.
this is so hard for me.
and it usually never is.
but this "something" i dont know what to call it
IS hard.