hiv/aids- negative.

okay, I'm not gonna lie. i still want you.
& no matter what your gonna have my heart.
kicckin it with you makes me hurt so bad,
that's why friends are impossible....
i just need to get my heart back or something.
i cant believe you have me this damn open!
and it sucks that your just not feeling it,
& you think I'm just not getting it.
but i do understand, that your tryna be a man.
& you think your doing what's best for the plan.
But it kills me to sit back and just wonder,
was it really me, or did he just want another.
& I want so badly for you to just be real with me,
it's really tearing me apart and its a shame you cant see.
but for now I'm just gonna try to get my heart back,
cause if it was meant to be, you will come back.

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