It's never how i wish it would be
& i wish effortlessly it will happen how i want it to be.
Patience's where are you when i need you the most.
Please save me from this slight misery.
Cause its a hard pill to swallow
and a little less when your un-bothered.
Trying to keep my mind of it,
keep my feelings in the closet.
Saying as least as possible,
cause no words are going to change the outcome.
mind boggled and speechless,
say the words needed to end this.
or leave it as our [un]spoken t h o u g h t s .