trying to think outside the box
but i can't think at all...
with words I'm lost..
there's been so much going on
i couldn't tell you why i haven't wrote
so saying "writers block" is a understatement.
I'm in com10 forcing myself to write...
it should never be like this.
once a simple pleasure, now a chore.
i couldn't tell you why this is how i feel
i just do, not able to express my feelings
how will i make it thru?
i rather suffer alone than call on a love one to hear me out.
i rather be alone than let anyone else have their say
or speak their opinions or give their help.
is it stubbornness or independence ?
i don't know whether to have
shame or pride for the way i have become.
because this is not me.. i miss the old me.